She’s 13 today. This painting is all about addiction and the vulnerability a person endures, when stuck in a addictive sate of mind. She’s blue not just because of her sadness, but the song Blue lady, by Graham Brazier, Hello Sailor.
Her hands are not there because she has lost control of her life and its now out of her hands. One hand being stretched out of proportion completely. She’s naked because she very vulnerable in this state. Her Hair is unruly and shows lack of control.
Her lower body isn’t included because she’s going nowhere. Her expression is one of looking back not forward, and her head is slipping of her shoulders, she’s lost and can’t see her way forward. Her belly button is tear shaped to represent her sadness.
Her overall appearance is ghostly as she is now a former shadow of herself.
Addiction is no joke, it takes your life and your dignity has been stripped from you.
The self inflicted hate of self is very real.
In the Tarot she is the Tower.
In life she’s at rock bottom. Stripped with nothing left.